I went down for the holiday and visited my Nanny and Pawpaw who are caring for my Momma Dot (Nanny's mom) I noticed my Nanny is looking fragile and sickly and it broke my heart to pieces to see her taking care of my great grandmother. One of my biggest pet peeves, the one thing that REALLY makes my blood boil is to see the sick taking care of he sick, the elderly taking care of the elderly, and the blind leading the blind...
I will be leaving Dallas for an undetermined amount of time to help provide hospice care for Momma Dot and ensure she can pass peacefully and comfortable. This is a huge change in our lives... I just quite my job today, and Jordan and I have a week to be together until I have to go... I feel like I am abandoning him, I feel disloyal I guess, he assures me that through everything we have been through we can surely get through this too. It's just... gonna be lonely not waking up next to my best friend everyday, laying down to sleep next to him, holding his hand.. all those little things.
Koji is coming with me, she loved it out there, ppsshh...... man guys, this is so much to take in.
Anyways, I will be online intermittently until December the 7th so if anyone wants to get ahold of me you'll have to text me (My grandparents live in the sticks with dial-up lol) if you need my number message me and I'll gladly give it to you
I'll miss you guys, but life goes on right?